Once upon a time..

2005-12-06T12:11:00.000-08:00

THIS BLOG IS GONNA BE ABANDONED OFFICIALLY>>>>

2005-12-05T22:50:00.000-08:00

`yawn. finished watching full house. oh man. it's like such a nice show. =) oh! and i think i like rain. gonna buy his album. ya. and life's rather boring nowadays. with nothing to do or to say. =x

2005-11-11T22:41:00.000-08:00

ooh. christmas is coming although it's not even december yet. =x did nothing much this whole holidays. saw the ad of body shop in female mag. i want the cranberry shimmer body lotion and the cranberry lip balm and other stuff from bodyshop. waiting for some discount and stuff so i can get the items + the others on my list. =)

2005-10-31T16:36:00.000-08:00

o levels are over. =) rather tired after all the studying and stuff. supposed to go genting with hazel and her family but my ahma got some birthday thingy. =( oh man. i am like sad. =( i wanna go but i cannot. hazel, u can ask me go again another time. =) let's go next yr after our o levels. =)

2005-10-26T18:19:00.000-08:00

stayed back for hcl AGAIN today. so damn tired of staying back + my contacts are so drying. but getting a new pair next week. =) had some christmas service today. got scolding for turning back to look at the guests that we were supposed to make feel welcome. =x the whole hall got scolded. today was quite ok except that i got angry and pissed off.

i dun wanna feel pissed off but why? feel damn frustrated. just looking at her and i feel frustrated. but she did nothing. but i just can't stand it. and i had to use the excuse of a headache to stop her from singing. =x ate assam chicken. very shiok that it was like so very spicy coz i was trying to use the spiciness to calm my frustating emotions. i dun wanna feel like that. =( so therefore after reading pam's blog, i have decided to pray. yup. pray. =)

2005-10-11T20:34:00.000-08:00

last paper over. `woohoo finished at 9.30 am but had to stay back for the animal day on 21st oct. stayed back for about a hour and i'm now in publicity although i think its gonna be some type of an embarassing job. =x wanted to eat at macs but in the end ate in the canteen which is kind of good coz i ate hotcakes and egg mcmuffin on sun. and i dun wanna be in taf.

went to orchard wif hazel and esther. finally bought jie's nail buffer. =) i'm such a good sister. went around like many places to find the exact present for hazel's cousin, which is being labelled as funny in my mind as the way she describes him. and yah. esther bought shumei's pressie too. so everybody have some reward while i din get anything. saw many ppl on the way. but today was quite a funny day.

walked to plaza singapura and detoured at og. and yah. hazel. i shall tell everybody k. we tried on a bikini but we din wanna buy it. tried it on for fun. and yah. i wanna buy. so that i can have the feel when we play volleyball. haha. i wanna buy for christmas. hopefully there will be sales. bigger sales the better.

walked to ps. walked around aimlessly and went back home after that. legs were aching and there were no seats in the mrt so we sat on the floor. i hope nobody will write letters to pl complaining about the noise we made and the overgrown kids sitting in the rides to rest their aching feet. =x ya. tml's marking day. =)

2005-10-07T17:06:00.000-08:00

`whee exams are nearly over except for the mcqs next week. =) thinking of changing my blog skin liao. but i spent 30 mins looking at the 3249 blogskins but i still couldn't find one that i like. =x

yea. nothing happened much today. had a maths exam though. and ya. hols are coming are so are the marks. -.- plus. i gonna get my jie's birthday present tat is actually overdue for a week. i'm currently thinking of wat to type right now so i shall just stop abruptly since there's nothing much to write about.

2005-09-15T18:52:00.000-08:00

eoys coming and i havent really study. i am so proud of myself. -.- yah. as if. anyway, eng orals today. i said i want to be a salesgirl when mrs jacob ask me wat job i think is interesting. and that is so clever of me. some type of crazy answer again. =x oh. and i got pissed off again today after not getting pissed off for quite some time already. =x i dun wanna say anything else. but it should obvious. -.-

2005-09-05T18:13:00.000-08:00

went to school today for physics. was kinda tired through out the whole session coz i watched the 11 o'clock show yesterday. the show was kinda boring and i dun think i can watch every week coz it ends at 1 am. =( but i like the show. mrs tay went through the topics quite fast. but she ended right on time though. went home after tat.

went to compass point and bought 2 polo tees for the dance thingy. =) white and pink color. yup. dance is starting on sat. wonder how it will be. hmmm. going to get a new and free hp on wed. samsung 640X. free from singtel. i got a extra hp now but without a card. =x anyone doesnt want a hi-card, pls give it to me. =)

2005-09-02T21:17:00.000-08:00

Your dating personality profile:

Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Traditional - Modern culture does not move you. You hold traditional values dear to your heart.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

Your date match profile:

Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Traditional - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Stylish
2. Traditional
3. Big-Hearted
4. Adventurous
5. Conservative
6. Athletic
7. Sensual
8. Religious
9. Shy
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Practical
3. Traditional
4. Athletic
5. Outgoing
6. Adventurous
7. Stylish
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Conservative
10. Religious

2005-09-02T20:40:00.000-08:00

school was quite ok. had the first 2 periods free. mrs thurai din come for the whole two periods. =) then had recess. stayed in class to sleep and talk. -.- and i am so determine to lose weight. i am constantly increasing wait and this won't do. =( litwas also free for 1 period. did a bit of a maths homework then slept. feeling so tired ever since cyberweek started. and i am not feeling energised yet.

had chem next and the last period, ms ang came in. yah. started talking about results and stuff. i failed physics. =( i am like so sad. but i am gonna work hard for the last term. i chiong already. no looking back. this is it. the last term. the rest of the results were not bad but not really up to standard so i am not posting them up. =x had hcl lesson next. ended at 3. went to hazel's house to wait for her to bathe and take her stuff for tuition. her house was quite cosy ba. hahax. but rather dark and i feel scare. wah` -.-

went to compass point next and ate rice wif vegetables. was considering whether to eat tau suan. =x but in the end still decided to eat. i can't resist the temptation. =( went to courts and see see. i wanna buy a cordless phone for my room. but din see a nice one. went to bits and pieces, which i told hazel that they had nothing there but she din believe so went in to have a look. the light was rather bright but their earrings were just ok. wasn't very nice ba. went home after tat. phew` last day of school for the term. but it's not the ending yet. everything is just starting.

2005-08-31T21:56:00.000-08:00

mon- went to sch for cyberweek and stuff. went to yeeling's house next after that wif other ppl that is not in my grp. -.- yeeling's house is so not a house. istana. wat type of a house got poles that have the big singapore flag flying on the 4th floor. =x her house is like 3 storeys!! wahh` then cabbed to j8 to watch some movie that i dun wanna write in my blog. i am currently trying to forget about it. =x fine. i am scared. was sharing sok fan's bag wif hazel and throughout the entire movie i watched 1/10 of the whole screen. =x

went to the toilet before that and screamed before i even stepped in coz guifeng scared me in the corridor to the toilet. -.- then went to the toilet was scared and went in wif hazel. screamed again in the toilet coz of gf once again. rushed out and was kind of embarassed by the screaming. went to watch the movie after tat. went home.

tues- cyberweek is officially over after today. yeah!! everybody gave some presentation on their intelligent shelter for natural disasters. ours was some helix structure shelter for earthquake made of steel, rubber and bamboo. and so lucky we got selected for the interlevel competition thingy. had to give the same presentation in front of the whole level again. actually was kind of happy when they said shermaine was actually to give the presentation herself. was i was rather bad coz she was like sick a bit. =( frantically went around borrowing shoes and skirt from other people. =x

today- teacher's day celebration!! not bad but there was no dance that i was so looking forward to. =( had aces day in the morning. so freaking hot with the sun burning one side of my face. =x danced the national day dance again. but the cool-down dance was funny. haha. went to chomp chomp near there to eat wif ming ying, hazel, gf, carian and vivien. yah. ate fishball mushroom minced meat noodle. wah. name long. drank soya bean drink. then decided to buy soya bean curd and the peanut pancake to class to eat during hcl class. =) my soya bean curd was so very tempting that everybody decided to have a spoon of it. and this is the first time ever that i shared one same spoon wif so many ppl. =x hmm.

decided to go for the debate about some plastic surgery. played a bit of basketball before we met the teachers. went through the debate at mediacorp there. and i guess the winning group and best speaker correctly. =) was a bit ba gua and found some oops thingy. yah. but i am not allowed to say who. =x and i'm not saying. =)

2005-08-25T23:12:00.000-08:00

cyberweek is finally going to be here and i am dreading it now. i rather go to school lor. my eyes are like tired from staring at the computer screen trying to search the word 'earthquakes' from all the other natural disasters. why can't the topic be like the easy easy kind?

i have done my nails though. got tired while doing 1 hand so only finished my left hadn and 1 nail from the right hand. =x and i wanted to blog about something just now and i have just forgotten what i wanted to blog. =x this is so good. -.- oh ya. i feel my blog is lacking of pics. i wanna take more pics.

2005-08-24T16:56:00.000-08:00

`whee tests are all over. except that the final year exams are coming soon. a few weeks after sep hols. =( and there are so many subjects to stay back after sch for extra lessons.

cyberweek's coming soon. =) fri fri fri. i cant wait for it thurs to come. i gonna do my nails. =) diamonds diamonds diamonds. diamonds are a girl's best friend. wahaha. cheap diamonds on my nails though. =x

2005-08-19T20:37:00.001-08:00

`phew 2 more tests and 1 more quiz left before cyberweek comes. but i think it's gonna be quite difficult. and i cant believe that xin hui lost to kelly. =( went to compass point with hazel after cca and bot 5566's album. yup. tats all. this whole week is like a really tiring one. i cant wait for the holidays to start, even though it's only 1 week. =x

2005-08-15T18:01:00.000-08:00

geog test today. dun even noe wat the questions are really asking for. =x gosh.

2005-08-12T18:39:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for quite a long time. quite tired. came home early today coz i vommited during a maths class. i think ms lau know but she din say anything though. i vommited in guifeng's NTUC plastic bag that she doesnt really like carrying and it had a small little hole in it. =x thank goodness it could take the weight of my vomit. haha. jarelyn was so gd. she brought me to the office and stuff, ran to a1 to find ms ang and helped me flagged the taxi. =) thanks. got home and ate some medicine and slept on a mattress on the floor for about 1 hr. there's the geog test to take on mon that i missed today. =x wanna take it during recess.

2005-07-18T17:43:00.000-08:00

`whee our class photo. everybody's wearing some costume. i'm wearing the sari. =) racial harmony celebrations today. woke up at 5 in the morning!! just to bathe and stuff. get ready and wear the sari. had to meet wina at 6.45 to go hmt room and wear sari. took a cab so that i wouldn't embarass myself in front of everybody. =x the day passed quite fast. -.-

2005-07-15T20:36:00.000-08:00

thursday- had GCE 'O' levels chinese oral.. wasn't as afraid or anxious that i tot i would be. was quite looking forward to it in fact. was the number 8 to go. had 2 teachers- 1 china guy who had a funny way of walking and another female teacher. i was the number 8 to go. i walked to the table to read the passage for about 5 minutes.. after tat i walked to the table where the teachers were waiting. i read the passage.. then the female teacher asked me a question about the education in s'pore not teaching pupils how to accept failure. i said whatever i thought of and thankfully i din embarass myself like last year. and after i was done with that question and i said i din have anything more to say. i tot it was the end and wanted to take my ez-link card and entry prrof and walk away. the teachers hurriedly called me to say there's another question. o man. embarassed. how could i ever forget there's 3 questions? stupid me!

today- had chinese lc. was on symphony 92.4 FM.. yupz.. quite ok i guess though i may have 1 wrong. me and hazel met guifeng and angeline in the canteen.. went to little india to buy their sarees for monday. ya. was searching for quite long for a nice piece of cloth for their sarees and we finally found it. went in the changing room to help them change into the top and petticoat. then tried on. guifeng and angeline decided to buy so me and hazel decided to try it also. was quite tempted to buy a saree too. but din want to spend money. =(

went to a shop that selled bangles that we got a discount card for the place we went to buy their sarees. the owner of the bangle shop was some relative of the owner of the saree shop. angeline and gf bought bangles. wanted to buy the glittering ones too. but i din coz i save money.. =)

2005-07-04T18:08:00.000-08:00

1 wk of school ended and another week is starting tml. =( i feel tired. and i MISS sitting with ZOEY CHEW.. wahh` i forgot to blog tat everybody in class have changed places and now i'm sitting wif guifeng.. not tat guifeng is not nice but we dun really talk normally. wahh` i miss zoey chew.

i have slacked the whole day and finally i remembered tat i must do ss homework. -.- with help from zoey again. sniff sniff.

2005-07-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

watched initial d today.. jay chou quite cute.. at some parts.. but i'm still not hua chi and siao over him yet.. but the ending was quite abrupt.. the car racing was nice though.. ya.. jay is nice.. =)

2005-06-27T18:47:00.000-08:00

`phew 1st day of school can i'm feeling worn-out.. i feel like sleeping til late in the afternoon again.. i'm kinda sad school started so early.. and i have chinese test tml.. so freaking fast.. the tests are like pouring down.. =x

had hcl today so came back late.. wasn't really listening in chinese class... =x haiz.. most prob going to watch initial d wif hazel on wed.. but i'm a bit short of money though.. =(

2005-06-25T22:27:00.000-08:00

went to hougang mall today wif mama.. went to return a book through registered mail.. then went to cd-rama to see around.. saw sweety's album.. wanted to buy but in the end decided to wait.. doesn't look very appealing though.. went ntuc and shopped after tat..

school's starting soon.. =( in like approximately 2 days time.. i just cant bear to part with my nails lah.. `wahh it's with me for like so long.. and my homework is still not finished yet.. i completely forgot about tat chinese book tat i have to read and i have to finish it by tml?!?! it's like not possible.. just going to glance through.. quite a good day except i could have used the time to do my remaining homework.. =x

2005-06-24T14:05:00.000-08:00

`wahh school is like re-opening soon.. and i am like so sad.. i dun wanna go lah.. just let me stay at home and spend my time.. i am a home-body k.. hahax..

my life's just so boring lah... it's the same everyday.. hmmm.. i wanna do something special and fun.. something that i different everyday.. just finished typing my chinese compo on the stupid tong hua gu shi thingy.. i am thinking that that's just a not very good homework to give.. but at least i finished quite a lot of things.. o yah.. i think i'm going crazy.. yesterday when i was lying down on teh bed trying to get to sleep, i suddenly thought of yeeling's blog the song.. leo ku!!?? gosh.. i think i may be going kuku.. i wanna do something special lah.. and special not meaning the different tests every week on different subjects and chapters.. =x

i'm so going to miss the june hols.. another semester of being depressed by the over-flowing homework and tests.. it's just so not nice.. i dun want!! =( and by going to school means that i must part wif my long nails for a whole semester once again.. it's been with me like for after the camp til now.. i have feelings for them now!! =s i dun wanna leave them.. `wahh see.. crazy me.. =x

2005-06-22T22:22:00.000-08:00

went wanling's house for the pw project.. i'm proud to say tat we have finished every single thing.. from the powerpoint presentation to the speech.. =) no more pw for the year!! `whee

met wina and meng meng at hougang mall.. made our way to wanling's house.. used the com.. watched some tv.. actually i was slacking.. =x talked on the phone with hazel.. -.- then i read wanling's comic!! i can't believe i actually read it but it's called jue dui nan you- absolute boyfriend.. `woohoo it's so nice.. i like this comic.. so nice so nice.. it's the first ever comic that i like!! it's going to be my favourtie comic.. but i dun think i'm going to waste my money on a $5 comic.. borrowing is the best.. =x so now i got the website from wanling for the comic.. reading it like crazy.. =)

went to meet hazel, rongjing and debra at heartland mall for geog project yesterday.. did it in 1 hour plus.. but we met the other time for this project too.. so it was quite ok.. decided to go cine kbox.. rongjing went back home to take money.. me and hazel went to eat.. met rongjing after tat then went off to orchard.. reached there early then went to walk around heeren.. wanted to buy rings but din see any nice one.. then went to cine to walk.. went to a shop and tried on shades.. some were quite nice.. hazel had a crazy idea to wear shades to school and say tat its our specs.. =x okok.. shall try it some day.. maybe the last day of sec 4 so if i get caught i wun have to do detention.. =x went to kbox to sing after tat..

finished singing at around 7.. then walked out.. was waiting for the lift to come then we went in.. was right at the back of the lift.. the lift was quite packed then two guys walked in.. oh.. then hazel started becoming despo.. one guy was talking to the other.. his hair was spiky and had shades of blue which was really quite nice.. =x then hazel said in the lift which was a little quiet and had limited space.. "his hair quite nice." "he not badlooking also." and i stupidly echoed wat she said about his hair. plus "yah. quite shuai." but he walked out at the 6th floor.. he went to watch movie!! i shall go for more movies at cine from now on.. =x then we went home after tat.. =x

2005-06-19T19:23:00.000-08:00

finally finished physics 10-yr-series.. `phew getting sick of seeing the pile of homework on my table.. i even dreamt of my the unit 1.3 physics.. i am so going crazy.. some type of stupid dream.. =x still have LOADS of homework though.. and i still have pw to do.. hate it.. pw should be cancelled!

went to raffles city on fri to collect my natural source card.. saw tat body shop had 15% off storewide.. bot the almond oil hand cream, oil blotter and the african spa body scrub!! =) din want to go there at first.. but now i'm happy i did! =)

walked around robinsons too.. there was also 15% off storewide.. -.- mum bot tablemats.. i bot shu uemura cleansing oil and now i'm a member of shu uemura.. =) mum bot eye cream from there too..

tml going to causeway point.. get some free foundation sample.. =x it's free anyway.. going there to see if i can buy a bag.. i cant seem to find a bag tat i like.. `wahh

2005-06-15T23:02:00.000-08:00

been playing sims 2 these few days.. quite fun.. hmm.. homework not done yet.. =( i dun feel like doing it.. i hate maths.. been TRYING to do maths homework and i get all frustrated.. =x

went to tampines mall and century square on sun.. bot 2 tops from u2.. a pair of earrings.. went to kovan after tat.. bot bilberry detangler from body shop.. on sale.. =) bot a book from popular too.. =) ya.. sch reopening soon.. i dun wanna wake up early in the mornings.. wahh..

2005-06-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

`wahhhh i gained 2 kg.. only 2 weeks at home and i have gained two kg!! shit. i cant believe it. arrgh.. o man.. i am going to live on water for the whole week and the next and the next.. i got determination.. i am gonna get rid of 3 kgs before school reopens.. i think my weighing machine might be spoilt.. -.-

mama is making dumplings.. oh no.. i cant eat much of tat anymore.. i gotta control myself.. maybe eat 1 a day.. my lovely dumplings.. =( the last camp cheer...

wo de shou bi you zhi lao shu.

ni de zhi hui zhang zai pi gu.

muscle muscle jiu shi li liang.

muscle jiu shi li liang.

2005-06-06T23:01:00.000-08:00

went gym today with hazel, wanling, esther and shermaine.. =) cycled the stationary bike for 20 mins.. phew.. legs were soft after getting down.. had to go and sit down on the couch... =x
ran the threadmill oso.. did various types of activities.. specially loved 1 station.. dun noe what that's called though.. -.- so fun.. hahax.. realised tat i dun really have arm strength.. -.- had difficulty doing the arm exercises.. so heavy even though it was already the lightest.. -.-

went hougang mall and ate at hans after that.. =x all the calories that was originally burnt in the gym went back in my body after eating the set lunch.. the black pepper steak, although i cut off the excess fats.. =x the cake, the bread, the soup and orange juice.. =x wahh.. cant believe how much i eat just after burning only 100+ calories.. just by eating 1 cup of non-fat yoghurt will put all my efforts to waste.. =x

went walking around hougang mall but din see anything nice.. o yah.. i was cheapo and used the sally hansen's hand cream twice at watson's when the staff was looking.. =x hazel went to eat macs ice cream.. think it's rather expensive just for a chocolate-coated vanilla ice cream and a few m&ms when the person din even place it nicely.. esther and wanling drank bubble tea.. i was good and din eat or drink anything else.. stand down and discussed where to go next for about 35 mins.. and in the end after going through all the options we decided to go home.. =x hahax.. coz there was no where nice to go.. and we couldnt go orchard area wif our gym clothings.. -.-

i wanna learn something.. yoga, pilates or dancing oso can.. just as long as it's not salsa or cha cha.. line dancing oso out.. =x hahax.. hazel!! go with me!! ;)

who's the best instructor under the sun?

gazel nyan.

kawaii, pretty and handsome are they.

gazel nyan.

if they ain't great instructors then who are the ones?

gazel nyan.

then who are they ones?

now who are the ones?

gazel nyan.

ready?!

gazel nyan, gazel, ny-an.

(tune of the song- spongebob squarepants)

2005-06-02T20:20:00.000-08:00

shopping again.. but din buy anything much today.. =x went for a haircut at monsoon.. think it was just average like other hair salons.. nothing special.. before i go and make my ic and passport on december, i am going to cut my hair at passion.. `woohoo i cant wait for it.. maybe do treatment too.. my hair's a bit dry after the camp.. -.-

i still cant find any nice shirt tat i really like.. i wanna go shopping again.. been going all almost everyday this week.. =x been walking so much until my soles of my feet the skin is like starting to peel.. wahh.. time to slather mosturizer.. o.. and i wanna watch madagascar... i wished i owned body shop.. saw many things in it today tat i wanted to buy.. owning shu uemura isnt bad too.. can have all the towels made from there.. mogu isnt bad either.. =x i wanna find a bag oso.. but cant seem to find a nice bag anywhere.. =( i am seriously in need of some shopping.. but my homework isnt done yet.. wahhh..

yeahhhhh.

a2 a2 zai zai.

2005-06-01T22:41:00.000-08:00

`woohoo went shopping wif mama today.. =) finally bot a levi's jeans... been waiting for great singapore sale and now it's finally here.. 2 whole months of shopping.. thinking about it makes me dizzy.. hahax.. ;)

bot a 45*45 purple mogu cushion.. =) bot philips epilator and shaver oso.. ;) o yah.. i saw a towel.. its super soft but it's like kinda expensive.. =(

went malaysia yesterday.. bot quite a lot of pirated cds.. bad me.. supposed to support the real stuff.. hahax.. then bot bubble gum oso.. think got 3 yrs neva blow bubble liao.. went to eat and stuff.. bot a tank top there oso.. jie bot a ultra mini skirt tat i can share wif her too.. `whee

rather tired now after all the walking.. going to sleep early.. =) i am so determined to type all the camp cheers out.. =x

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

one more time.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

zai4 lai2 yi2 ci4.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

lagi sari.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

we will win the war,

we will win the war.

2005-05-28T22:44:00.000-08:00

got back report book.. quite ok ba.. my results.. ms ang din really say anything.. just the normal stuff tat teachers tell parents.. =x `whee great singapore sale is now on..shopping in june hols.. i gonna be super broke.. -.-

went for cousin's b'dae.. so cute!! 1 yr old only.. had the aeroplane cake.. =) so tired.. i think i going to sleep again.. =x

i kinda miss the camp still.. and the soft ground.. =x

wah lang si ho ah.

wah lang si kin ah.

wah lang si a2,

pah buay toh ah.

nah si li buay song ah.

li lai ka wa kong ah.

wah lang is a2,

pah buay toh ah. =)

2005-05-27T16:06:00.000-08:00

`woohoo back from sec 3 character development camp.. a2 rawks!! went for cip on the 1st day.. AWWA.. saw a 5-yr-old boy.. he kinda cute but so sad.. was there for therapy.. =(

2nd day- went for kayaking.. fun!! waves like rollercoaster.. =) had muscle aches though.. couldn't really sleep at night.. -.-

3rd day- went for rope.. din do anything.. =x sat in the shade and read female mag and chatted with the teachers.. lazy me.. -.- had gala night.. our performance was like so nice.. `whee shouted cheers.. sang tong hua.. =)

last day- `gosh had interclass competition.. a2 rawks!! =)

gazel and nyan.. wahh.. quite miss them now.. so not used to walking on flat ground anymore when i spent the last 2 days walking on mud and watery ground.. =x not as tired as i tot i will be.. shoes had mud all over.. wahh..

i say a2 u say zai,

a2 zai,

a2 zai.

i say a2 u say shiok,

a2 shiok,

a2 shiok.

i say a2 u say chio,

a2 chio,

a2 chio.

i say a2 u say,

yeahhh a2. =)

2005-05-22T08:07:00.000-08:00

whoosh` half way through my packing of the camp.. =x wahh.. thinking about which swimsuit i should bring.. =x and yah.. went to check my results at pts.. i dropped.. =( o man.. i gonna chiong for the next two terms.. i can do it.. i shall be kiasu and study 1 month in advance for every single thing.. whether it's exam or a small test.. i wun have time to go out this june coz i will be at home with my lovely companions- all my textbooks.. i shall kiss them every night before i go to sleep coz i am going to spend so much time with them from now on.. they are going to be with me everywhere.. the toilet, the kitchen, the hall.. my blankie shall be replaced by them and they will be all over me even when i sleep.. yup.. tat's the close bond i have with my lovely textbooks.. and i will miss my textbooks when i am in camp.. =x

2005-05-20T19:29:00.000-08:00

had the walk-a-jog today.. so damn hot.. was sweating even before we started walking.. we were supposed to run though.. =x borrowed sheree's umbrella and used it in front of everybody at the start of the race.. =) coz my umbrella was like many colours.. =x had sunblock on too..

had some stupid quiz thing at the end.. -.- went bowling and played arcade after tat.. wanling so pro.. -.- played bomberman and puzzle bubble.. the arcade was quite boring though.. -.- wanling had to go and do ic.. gosh.. so early.. i gotta wait like 7 more months before i can have the pink card.. -.-

went to the beach and enjoyed the wind.. -.- saw somebody swimming all the way out to the sea.. so far from the shore.. so scary.. =x went around to eat oso.. went home after tat.. quite a tired day after all..

o yah.. i have decided to be good and add a storybook to my wishlist.. =x

2005-05-16T19:46:00.000-08:00

i think i am loving yoghurt and facial masks.. hahax.. no connection.. but nvm.. great singapore sale is coming!! `woohoo been waiting for this ever since the last one ended.. =x got lots of things to buy.. -.- going to bring my ge tai clip to the camp.. wahahaha.. =x HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOEY!

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2005-05-13T19:59:00.000-08:00

changed my course to kayaking liao.. hahax.. was the last day to hand in the form.. just in time.. =) hopefully will do with the rest..

today's day was rather slack.. =) was just talking away in class.. was late for higher chinese in the afternoon.. had to do some punishment which was rather embarassing.. -.- went for cca after tat.. love my cca.. =) din do much.. went up to A3 to play bingo and to talk from almost like 4-5.15.. others were rehearsing in the hcl room.. lao shi told us to talk outside.. -.- played with zoey and ziqing.. left the class to go back in case lao shi scold.. =x then we saw mr. ong.. ;) janice said hi and we all waved.. except someone.. hahax.. went back and that someone started replaying the scene of mr. ong saying bye in her mind.. hahax.. stayed til 6.05 to see the others rehearsing.. 1 sec 3 was rather seductive.. -.- hahax..

2005-05-12T18:23:00.000-08:00

arrgh` thinking of whether i shld change orienteering to water element.. a lot of ppl chose water element.. and its like quite fun.. arrgh..

was like finalising all the details of who we are sleeping which.. had a small commotion in the morning.. =x some complicated thing happened.. now ok liao.. hahax.. still sleeping wif the same people.. kinda excited.. hmm.. =x

2005-05-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

i have made up my mind.. really.. decided to go for that stupid camp.. feeling kinda depressed...
going to dislike the showering time.. gonna have to fight with people for the cubicles.. =x some happy things though.. sleeping with hazel, carian, vanessa and rong jing.. `whee planning to say some scary stories late at night + gossip of coz.. hahax.. gosh.. i feel so ashamed bout myself.. cant wait to hear a gossip i have been waiting so long for.. -.- hope i wun be so scared til i pee in my pants.. -.- think i wun ba.. at most just cry for my mama only.. hahax..

i am gonna be so super kiasu and bring a humongous big bag filled with stuff til its overflowing... =x doing orienteering and rope element for the 2 days.. last day is gonna be building up our class spirit.. A2 rawks.. there's a inter-class competition.. gonna be running round pasir ris and tampines.. -.- with just a map and compass.. gonna get lost.. -.- gonna have to prepare everything by next thurs.. wahh`

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2005-05-06T17:27:00.000-08:00

watching f4's mv on channel 51- di yi shi jian.. wow.. suddenly tot of the time i like them.. hahax.. used to like yan cheng xu then zai zai.. hahax.. remember when i bought their album then put in my discman and listen through the night.. gosh.. hahax.. kinda long time ago... kinda miss that time.. =x

braved the rain, wind and thunderstorm today just to go back to school and take my physics textbook.. popular was like out of stock.. -.- so many populars and not even 1 book.. went back to mama though.. hahax.. was the only one there.. nobody except the office staff and a security guard tat was dozing off.. din even notice us.. -.- tired.. i dun feel like going back to sch on mon.. there's so many scary stuff 2 do.. i dun wanna debate.. -.- wahh`

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2005-05-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

kind of tired this whole week which actually only has 3 days of school.. woohoo` tml's gonna be a holiday coz of the many many awards we got for sfy.. hahax.. but still like gotta mug for the upcoming tests.. have like 10+ things to do..

1. argumentativ essay
2. pw
3. rebuttal for debate
4. study chemistry test
5. study physics test
6. study a maths test
7. study physics practical
8. pack E maths file
9. Pack A maths file
10. lian bi

gosh.. next wk gonna be another busy wk.. so tired.. and forgetful me forgot to bring my physics textbk when i have my physics test next mon and fri is a non-sch day.. -.- gonna see wat i can do bout it.. did oral today.. scary.. not very fluent ba.. haiz.. did the lit test too.. hahax.. the question was easy.. ;) hahax..

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2005-04-29T22:59:00.000-08:00

freaked out after reading the msg on friendster tat i received.. siao 1.. -.- yupz... kinda boring day i guess.. next wk gonna be a very busy wk.. =( there's debate to do, pw to rush, lit test, chem test and a maths.. there's still chinese oral.. arrgh!! =x

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2005-04-29T20:55:00.000-08:00

kinda tired.. =x played volleyball during pe using a beach ball.. =x din have the debate for eng coz of some reasons.. dun wanna say it here.. some things juz happened in class..

was like kinda boring in class.. but handbells got GOLD WITH HONOURS for syf!! woohoo` congrats! no hcl and no cca today.. =) had cca only for 2 times this whole term.. hahax.. =) still have pw and the debate to worry about.. =x

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2005-04-26T18:37:00.000-08:00

kinda tired this whole wk.. guess its coz of the wedding.. slept quite late and woke up like early.. -.- had like 3 tests this wk... tired.. at least like 2 is over.. left geog on fri.. =x

still gotta do pw and some english debate.. lucky me picked some stupid topic bout whether singapore should be tolerant of a homosexual society.. -.- on the opposition team though.. hahax.. not really a lot of arguments to include though..

sly is like number 1!! gosh.. thinking whether i should buy or borrow and burn his album.. hahax.. =x HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER!!

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2005-04-23T18:22:00.000-08:00

went for the wedding today.. went to the house like quite early when there was practically
nobody.. -.- sat down and watched powerpuff girls and pokemon.. =x hahax..

after like ages, the bride finally arrived.. then had the tea drinking session.. rather bored.. everybody was like squeezed up into that small hall.. -.- took photos and went to toa payoh central for a while.. juz walking around..

went to the church after tat.. wow.. first time i attended a church wedding.. although it was sumting like chapel.. -.- sang some songs.. heard a few sermons and stuff.. see them eat holy communion.. the groom sang a song for his wife.. the lyrics couldn't rrly hear.. and the singer is a bit unknown.. =x

went for the reception after tat.. we actually have a room juz for our side.. hahax.. with all the same food as the other room that lots of others have to share.. =)

it was like quite ok ba.. wasn't really wat i imagined.. waiting for the dinner tml night.. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL!!

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2005-04-22T19:27:00.000-08:00

whee` did my chinese oral today.. did it in front of carian, hazel and lao shi only.. wow.. i feel privileged.. coz i told her i dun wanna drag it any longer.. finally my stress is lifted upp.. whoots! i feel relaxed!! thanks hazel for her wonderful suggestion.. =)

gonna ask jie to buy sly's cd.. not bad.. yupz.. i like f.i.r's love*3.. =) nice.. din have cca today.. carian talked to lao shi bout some stuff.. and i din rrly listen.. hear little bit here and there only.. ;) was too engrossed in practicing my speech.. got back my mao ze dong compre.. 30/50.. phew! i passed.. =)

getting fatter as the days go by.. ate a plate of rojak, fried rice wif 2 fishballs for recess.. lunch ate 2 biscuits and 6 packets of seaweed.. drank 900 ml of water.. wah.. i fa yu lah.. hahax.. =x

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2005-04-21T19:17:00.000-08:00

school was ok.. and i still dun think i am noisy lor in class.. -.- went to compass point to meet mum today after school.. yupz.. bot f.i.r cd.. think its ok ba.. not very nice.. maybe must hear longer.. hahax..

guess i am doing my chinese oral tml.. o man.. i am stressed out.. wat if i erm erm erm.. arrgh!! i am brave.. =) cousin's wedding is this wkend.. i kinda excited.. =x i so long neva go anybody wedding liao.. hahax.. hmm.. summore got church thingy.. wow.. is it those kind that is a small wooden church wif wooden bench.. a big beautiful garden wif green grass and beautiful flowers blooming and the flowers will be swaying in the breeze.. some mural painting on the wall.. a bell on top of the church.. a pastor smiling at them as they walk down the aisle.. say their vows then the bells will ring with a nice sound.. everybody stand up and clap.. then walk out of the church and we will throw small pieces of glittering paper on them.. then they will sit in the car and drive to where they are supposed to go.. hahax.. -.-

gonna be a busy weekend for me.. =)

2005-04-20T04:13:00.000-08:00

had maths test today.. quite difficult ba.. had like completely different answers from all the others.. gosh! gonna fail.. -.-

had to stay back for maths olympiad.. sat right at the back.. talked crap and laughed through out the whole lesson.. wow.. maths olympiad is now like more interesting than 2 yrs ago.. hahax..

cant wait to say my chinese oral.. get it over and done with.. like hearing so many ppl say it everyday makes me stressed out.. no more tests for the week though.. phew!! hahax.. carian's b'dae today.. bot her a body shop perfume.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARIAN!!

blogging bout wat happened on mon.. ming ying gave guifeng a box of strawberry flavoured condom for her birthday.. hahax.. gosh.. hmm.. let me describe.. has fluid.. =x erm.. reddish pink in colour.. its like 20 cm long.. carian measured it wif her ruler.. =x and i think the diameter is like rather big.. hahax.. o man.. got 1 for oral sex oso.. gosh.. i shall stop typing now.. i sound pervertic.. =x I AM INNOCENT!! =)

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2005-04-15T18:48:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for about 1 wk liao.. hahax.. nothing much happened ba.. juz tat had lots of tests.. so frustrating.. -.- yupz.. bot my new hp though.. nokia 7270! =) thinking of doing braces for my teeth.. tat 1 tooth so irritating.. =x

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2005-04-07T18:41:00.000-08:00

whee` started the day off by reaching sch rather early and toking to jill bout the 9 o'clock show.. hahax.. =) discussed bout the dolphin bay too.. went round asking ppl if they watched the show..

had pe.. carried the very heavy sit and reach thing.. -.- carian kept singing to me after pe.. -.- had chinese.. got scolded by hu lao shi for coming in 10 mins late.. wats the big fuss?! after pe sure muz go and get the txtbks ma.. then go empty handed ar?! only ppl like liu chang who learns wushu then can get there early lor.. -.- had eng after tat.. had report oral??!? =x luckily neva call our numbers.. hahax.. can do on next tues.. =)

had recess after tat.. went to drink the marigold peel fresh apple and aloe vera drink.. no fats!! =) saw debra at the canteen.. she din offer us her milo nuggets.. am i always sarcastic to her??! hahax.. but natural reaction ma.. =x

got sprinkled by HAHA powder in chem lesson and maths.. =x kept laughing non stop.. din really listen to the lessons.. hmm.. i like sitting there.. hahax.. had only 1 lesson of lit.. gosh.. so lucky.. =)

went for NAPFA 5 items.. not bad ba.. gonna get a gold i think.. hopefully.. -.-

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2005-04-06T17:55:00.000-08:00

sch was rather the same.. -.- had physics test though.. had to walk all the way to the d&t block.. gosh.. i think i lost half a kg.. hahax.. think i am gonna fail the test terribly.. all the ans tikam tikam 1.. got 1 question they ask wats the acceleration on the moon.. i wrote 1.6.. why? coz things weigh lighter on the moon.. gosh.. wat type of stupid answer is tat.. =x yupz.. went round promoting my 9 o'clock show.. =) jayne watches it too.. hahax..

came back rite after sch.. =) wanted to go sleep.. but decided to come online and search bout elvin ng!! hahax.. wow.. din think it was so easy to find his info.. gosh!! he really has tat beng look when he doesn't smile.. hahax.. found his email.. gave it to jayne.. hope she email him.. hahax.. =) he's a third yr eng lit student in NUS.. so smart.. -.- yakking to much bout him liao.. and i din say he was shuai from the starting til now.. -.- hahax.. i juz said i like the show so much.. everybody.. WATCH!! hahax..

feeling quite tired.. but i din wanna sleep.. irony.. hahax.. woops.. i am not a pure lit student.. hahax.. i can see a hill which is less than 600 m outside my house near the sea.. hahax.. ;)

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2005-04-01T21:21:00.000-08:00

sports day today.. sat wif hui qi and rest.. a few of irritating childish sec 3s were sitting behind me.. so frustrating.. -.- was quite tired ba.. hot, sweaty, sticky!! yikes!! =x quite a boring day.. slept throughout most of the day after i came home.. hahax.. gosh.. still gotta go out tml.. wahh.. i wanna sleep..

why is my sch so boring? why everybody else got some fun stuff.. mine is like BORING!! gosh.. study only ar?!!? =x

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2005-03-25T19:14:00.000-08:00

good friday... =) so tired.. slept til quite late again.. lazy me.. lazed around the whole day.. did the topo map though.. see until eyes pain ar.. -.- nothing much happened lor.. 0.o

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2005-03-20T12:42:00.000-08:00

so bored today.. sch's reopening tml.. and i feel sian.. when is the june hols coming??!! arrgh.. guess i'm going to sing karaoke later.. hahax.. =) lotsa homework still not done!!! -.-

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2005-03-18T20:54:00.000-08:00

din go out at all today.. hmm.. slept til 1 pm.. so tired.. went out wif mum yesterday.. walked around orchard.. =) din really see anything nice.. but bot 2 skirts..

went to robinsons and wanted to buy the sally hansen cream.. but dun have liao.. wahhh.. wanted to buy the no heat paraffin thingy oso.. but nothing to buy wif it so din lor.. went taka the watsons to buy the cream.. yupz.. walked around ck tang but nothing to buy.. -.-

went far east.. bot 2 skirts.. dun really like going tat place though.. hmmm.. 0.o then went home.. was quite tired ba.. hahax.. was so bored today.. threw away past mags.. cut out the stuff tat i wanted though.. got a scrapbook?!?!?! hahax.. wow.. twins on tv ad.. they really look so alike.. are they juz friends.. gosh.. so alike!!!

bot kelly clarkson's cd.. not bad.. my dad likes it.. hahax... quite noisy ba.. -.- sch starting soon.. going imm tml.. to see some stuff on hamsters.. =) but no one can be prettier than darling.. =) spending quite a lot.. exceeded my budget of $100 by $80.. and it's only the middle of the month.. o.0 i muz stop spending!!!

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2005-03-15T23:43:00.000-08:00

whee` went to sengkang delifrance yesterday to do the geog brochure.. wanted to go library but was chased out by some guy??!! wasn't there though.. was a little bitty itsy late.. hahax.. juz like 15 mins.. 15 mins still ok ba.. not 1 hr.. -.-

ate the mushroom soup.. yum yum.. but so ex... $3.20.. -.- did the brochure in record time.. =) like an hour plus.. wina took 2 days??!! hahax.. decided to watch SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!! hazel got a new hp.. samsung one.. =) gosh.. i feel like changing my hp.. i muz be disciplined.. 0.o debra din go wif us.. awww... hahax.. coz she din noe how to go back after tat.. -.- went cine to watch..

went to ps 1st... but no seats left liao.. wow.. spongebob so popular.. hahax.. so went to cine.. walked around wif the free time.. i LOVE going to robinsons... i feel revitalised!! woohoo.. =) surrounded by all the stuff there.. i love level 1 and level 4.. saw my sally hansen hand exfoliating cream on sale.. gosh.. going to get it on fri...

at first when got to robinsons was feeling sian and tired.. walked quite a long way liao.. but a woman gave something to me.. tat made me feel revitalise!! hahax.. she gave me a sample of cream and gel scrub for my PIMPLES!! wahhhhhh.. but anyway.. yupz.. i felt revitalised!! went to level 4.. kids section... wow.. soem of the kids clothes i can wear leh!! o man.. ;)

went heeren next.. walked around.. went basic beauty.. but din see anything to buy.. -.- o yah.. bot a ring too... $2.90.. =)

squarepants is a nice movie.. go watch!! hahax.. funny!! went shopping around wif hazel after the movie.. rong jing went back.. yupz.. was quite tired after tat.. got tuition later.. then going bugis to cut my fringe.. shun bian shop around ba.. =)

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2005-03-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

went for my very first facial today.. had the oxygen one.. -.- got shoulder and head massage too.. had to change into the facial gown.. then the massage push the thing til so low.. gosh.. i feel tat i got molested.. hahax.. was quite ok overall ba.. signed up for the package..

then to j8 after tat.. i finally bot a necklace and a pair of earrings!! =) bot a star shaped pendant and a pair of fish shape earrings.. hahax.. o yah.. bot the wonder shaper too.. gosh.. can i get rid of my fats once and for all.. hahax.. slurping apple juice wif aloe bits like siao to fill my stomach.. 0.o bot body shop brush too.. =) gosh... been spending a bit too much $$ for today.. i shall stop!! determined to.. hopefully i will.. hahax..

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2005-03-13T20:29:00.000-08:00

BORED!! my life is so boring.. haiz... been doing nothing at home.. stuffing myself wif banana cake and raisin cake.. feeling so tired but dun wanna sleep.. i dun even feel like moving.. my butt is like permanently stuck to the sofa.. -.-

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2005-03-12T22:57:00.000-08:00

ate at aiwo.. so full.. eat til nearly puked.. ate the UNLIMITED conveyor belt.. =) i finally feel guilt-free for once after eating so much.. the food is SUPPOSED to be LOW in FAT.. hahax..

went to watch hitch wif jie.. quite nice but i dun really understand some stuff.. -.- hahax.. cant really hear the eng properly liao.. had to read the chinese subtitles.. gosh!! i betta start watching eng shows.. i LOVE watching channel 5 shows!!

went shopping around citilink.. din really see anything i like.. -.- haiz.. wanna buy a skirt from little princess.. hahax.. looking for a necklace oso.. wanna wear to cousin's wedding.. but i cant find one tat i like.. hmm..

bot a nail filer block from body shop.. so many nice stuff to buy.. -.- but no $$!! wahhh... anybody can sponsor i will gladly accept.. =) went to the watsons at tpy.. wanted to buy a nivea lip balm.. coz watsons got 20% off.. then jie nag and nag.. say i got so many liao still buy.. o.0 so in the end i din buy.. i exercised SELF-CONTROL.. congratulate me.. be happy for me.. for once i din buy it..

jie wanted too buy a loreal compact powder..but she din want to waste $$ cos she still has the body shop one.. i told her tat it was so smooth and tat it blends perfectly into ur skin.. hahax.. wanted to tempt her into buying it.. but in the end she din buy lah.. wanna buy a bag oso.. but cant seem to find one nice one.. hmm..

so much hw.. so many things to do and there's only one wk.. how??!! i wanna go shopping!! arrgh!!

gosh..

2005-03-11T16:25:00.000-08:00

gosh!! brought back all the bks home today.. my hand nearly broke!! arrgh.. luckily i found a box. received the friday weekly FREE gift today.. betta than last yr.. a notebook... hahax...

on mon going for facial.. =) hope i can get rid of my pimples.. hmmm.. hopefully.. esther, wanling and nan xiao going kbox on mon.. i cant go.. wahhh.. but went on wed anyway.. =) sang quite a lot of songs.. woohoo` got quite gd results for term 1.. i think.. hahax..

mum's b'dae is coming soon.. tml going to eat at aiwo.. hahax.. i ask them go eat 1... going to eng wah cinemas to watch i do i do wif sis if still have.. -.- wanted to go long ago but always neva go.. -.- haiz..

going to meet up for geog project-tourism brochure on tues.. hahax.. hopefully she will noe how to go to sengkang library.. -.- got cafe.. =)

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2005-03-07T20:22:00.000-08:00

changed places.. now sitting at the 2nd row.. wahh.. think i am gonna miss my place..

wanted to stay back for geog project but guess what.. din do anything at all.. debra went to eat til 3!!! rhen rong jing went to eat then i decided not to stay back anymore.. so i oso went to eat with hazel.. -.-

sitting wif zoey from tml onwards.. haiz.. new partner.. think i will miss jolene and her voice.. so noisy wif hazel.. hahax.. 0.o hazel still sitting behind me so no much difference.. -.- now can only do ss grp work wif jolene oready.. wahh..

yeeling is so sad.. sitting wif debra.. think she cried in sch.. sch atmosphere was weird from 1.10 onwards.. hmm...

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2005-03-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

woohoo` loving my cca.. hahax.. easy easy.. played games the most of the whole thing.. =) my life is so perfect.. not really now.. coz of the stupid maths quiz.. but at least it was perfect for the 5 mins after chem test and before i knew there was a maths quiz.. wanted to go kbox... =( but going to stay back for geog project in mon.. happy happy.. it brightens up my day..

had some wu liao stuff for hcl.. si da mei ren.. -.-'" found out that got to write the report of 500-800 words for pw.. how to do!! arrgh!! not much info and not much time.. guess we wun rrly do well in pw.. 0.o

got chosen for the really stupid maths olympiad.. ='( gonna go thru another boring 5 lessons of staring in space and not understanding a single thing.. -.-

wanna go tampines mall.. hahax.. ;) march hols are coming.. but there's like nothing much to the hols.. still gotta go back to sch.. going for dance course i think.. ;) hahax..

love pe lessons now.. unless we are not running 15 rounds.. playing bball.. hahax.. so fun.. =) my gelato ice cream is gone.. finish liao.. thinking whether shld buy again.. 0.o but i dun wanna grow fat!! wahh..

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2005-03-02T20:50:00.000-08:00

chem test tml.. stayed for cme project.. school is starting to feel fun wif somebody.. hahax... she brings joy whenever there's geog grp work.. haha!!!

quite boring nowadays.. jie like kenji wu ke qun.. think she's crazy though.. last test for the whole term.. finally.. my life would be perfect without the chem test tml.. =( din really study though..

i wanna cut my hair and buy some stuff.. anybody wanna sponsor me? =) hooked on gelato ice cream liao.. eat and eat.. pls stop me from stuffing my face if u noticed that i grew fat.. do me a favour.. it will be greatly appreciated.. -.- hahax.. going to study liao..

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2005-02-16T17:36:00.000-08:00

PHYSICS!! arrgh.. going crazy.. used to quite like physics.. i hate it now.. -.- mayb coz the teacher not veri gd.. hahax.. 0.o failing a maths test.. i blank ar.. forgot how to do.. -.-

seeing sun wu kong.. got da s.. arrgh!! lan zheng long wif her.. -.- but nvm.. i like zai zai betta.. hahax.. o yah.. havent got over my depression coz of zai zai.. can cheer me up by buying something on the wants list for me.. hahax.. =)

hzgg..

2005-02-13T03:50:00.000-08:00

watched huan zhu ge ge 3.. rather sad.. felt like crying.. -.- hahax..

bot some stuff from watsons today.. bot a new shampoo.. Prefers.. but dun noe if shld change from herbal essences to prefers.. haiz.. muz think.. 0.o

$$!!

2005-02-12T22:23:00.000-08:00

o man.. where's all the $$ going to come? I wanna stick to the budget tat i gave myself.. but i wanna buy loads of things.. arrgh!!!

cousin going to get married on the 23 april.. wah.. get married liao.. hahax.. =)

y like tat??!!!

2005-02-11T19:24:00.000-08:00

zai zai!! esther neo broke my heart!! y muz go tell me bout zai zai!! y??!! arrgh!! been rather depressed and grieving my heart which has like broken into many little pieces after the news that esther so kindly told me!! My dream is broken!! y like tat 1??!! everytime i like someone then noe he got fei wen..

bot boa's cd.. consolation ar.. haiz.. quite nice.. tot of the time i like mvp valentine again.. =) zai zai!! Give me back my fantasy!!

new yr..

2005-02-09T21:56:00.000-08:00

cny feeling not there liao!! where got ppl say both got 2 children so dun exchange.. there's no qi fen liao!!

din rrly collect any ang baos.. only... 2??!! pathetic!! wanna buy 4 cds.. zai zai's one which is like so long ago.. hope the price drop already.. 0.o boa's jing xuan ji.. tao ze's album.. and 56's soundtrack.. where's the $$ coming from??!! the 2 pathetic angbaos.. -.-

anybody wanna sponsor me $$? or straight away buy for me oso can.. o yah.. carian- ayumi album no rouge song.. 0.o hahax.. i tot have.. sorrie.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

cny..

2005-02-08T12:55:00.000-08:00

woots`.. finally went for cny celebrations after 3 yrs in pl.. muahahaha.. i am becoming good!! i went to sch!!

programmes were not bad though.. clarice dance nice nice.. hahax.. she should have took tat chance!! haiz.. anybody wanna buy cny mediacorp cd for me??

bu gong ping..

2005-02-07T20:49:00.000-08:00

Why? Why boa is good in singing? Why not me? So sad!! WHY? hahax..

boring day today.. nothing much.. not bothering to blog bout today.. -.-

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2005-02-06T15:54:00.000-08:00

decided in keeping a writing diary.. =) dun really wanna be caught wif DEFAMING... 0.o and please dun ask me to touch you.. shake hands will be acceptable though.. i cant go further than tat.. i may be expelled from sch!! this entry's a bit late though.. =x

saw my cousin's gf yesterday at reunion.. zai zai is mine.. i officially announced it to all my relatives.. hahax.. -.- he's my bf!! dun gen wo qiang anybody!! woots`

bot a new oral-b TOOTHBRUSH!! cant wait to use it... =x.. shall wait til new year though.. hahax..

d'arts..

2005-01-28T20:05:00.000-08:00

went for d'arts for the 1st time today... hahax.. quite scared at first..but after tat ok liao.. hahax.. kind of embarassed myself during the games thingy.. hahax.. reached home quite late.. =x

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2005-01-27T18:15:00.000-08:00

supposed to stay back for cny decor 2day.. but i din.. =x met mum at compass point.. waited 20 mins!! -.-

bot stuff from watsons.. bot the foot lotion.. hahax.. facial foam oso.. spent 10 bucks on mags this mth.. =x bot female and cleo.. =) nice nice.. hahax..

saw 5566's soundtrack.. think not buyin.. shall wait for ppl 2 buy then i borrow.. hahax.. =x

sickk : (

2005-01-23T23:27:00.000-08:00

='(
im home.
didnt go to school today.
i wanted to go, but my mum insisted that i stay home..

its BORING!

but anw, i don't feel like studyin today also..
hai.

: (

hee hee.
my mum going to china town,
and i asked her to help me buy the zhang shao han's album.

: )

think i better go revise my work later..
what a goooood girl.
just kiddin'

hope there isnt any hw today!

listening to mayday's - wen rou.
nicee!! it seems like a very touching songg.

: )

gettin a lil crazy these few days!
hahahaha.
lalalala.

rang wo zhao gu ni , wei ni shi qu sheng ming ye hui huang.
nice rightt?

hee hee. but i don't believe that theres anyone like tt.
: (

i love mayday! lol.
nice songs. nice lyrics.

soo boredd.
guess my friends now laughin away in class.
jealous *
oh ya! now is english.
and after tt is assembly..

haha, my friend still can msg me like nobody's business.
so sweet : )

i had weird weird dreams last few dayss.
oh no, they are warnings to mee.
lol. who cares..

damn, cough, cough and cough!

i wannaa sing also cannot.. Hmph!!
feel like bangin the wall. hahaha.
its super boring here.
wanna gooooo sch la!

((--I AM SUPER MAN!

whats wrong?

2005-01-22T15:02:00.000-08:00

hmmm.

whats wrong with me today..
was kinda sick in the morning..
cold, headache and giddy..
i keptt sleepin like a piggy..

after i woke up, i felt completely fine.

: )
just a lil sore throat.
so i guess, im not planning to go for lesson today..

well, tmr is school again.
gettin sick of it alreadyy!!

i miss 2e4 soo much..

its you that i adore.

2005-01-21T12:51:00.000-08:00

* joy to the world : ))

hoho,
im back,
long time since i've last here..
hmm, rather busy this few days though.
hw and interact stuff..
but everything's goin on fine..
im feelin great!!

today i had tuition in the morning..
and later i gotta finish up my hw!
hee hee..

feel like going out todayy..
but its alright if i stay home also..

hmm. this few days, i just feel that my friends are so important to me.. :)
they are the ones that make me happy and make me smile.

:)

wanna study real hard.

wanna but taufik's album..!

yay! i like that song by daphne khoo. - i'm sorry/

its nice nice... about how the girl left without saying goodbye. guess so.

anw, i have another blog, school one.. esp for eng.

http://showeryourlove.blogspot.com

nothing much. just a piece of spon writing- All about myself.

im loving 3e2 as much as 2e4 now!
:)

yoyo!!

daphne's voice is amazing.
i love those songs she sung during the idol thingy..
- crazy lil thing called love-

well well, time passes really fast..
january is going to end soon..
and yay, next is febuary..
wohoo. lookin forward to the sale for valentines' day.
i hope the photo thingy will work out well..

hee hee..
i feel that i gettin back to who im already!
the mad, siao, and noisy ah boy!

hahaha.
but.. some pple insists that im an adorable piggy! lol.
;))

willie-- the greedy piggy.
lol

oh no. its 12. 48 alrdy..
lazy to start on my hw.
and tmr is music clinic already.
so fassst.

and yo.. mon is the match between bty and some other school for netball and bball!!

yoyo, all the best pple!! do us proud!
too bad i cant go watch. i had to stay back for some interact thingy.
pack store rroomm?
lol.
againn.

house meeting..

2005-01-20T20:53:00.000-08:00

had house meeting today.. nothing much.. not taking part in any events.. coming home late these few days.. sian... tired.. tml hari raya!! =)

cny decorations..

2005-01-19T20:00:00.000-08:00

had physics test 2day.. quite difficult ba.. -.- oso had english test.. compre.. din rrly noe wat they tokin bout oso.. o man..

styaed back today to do the cny decor.. did a cao tu for the 2 chinese words- ji and wang.. hahax.. did ji veri fast.. hazel not tall enuff lah.. hahax.. =x wang took 2 hrs.. hahax.. jarelyn = lame.. -.-

realised tta got so many artistic ppl in my class.. woohoo.. hahax.. rachel and amelia went 2 a1.. sad.. hahax.. quite miss rachel and her ____ed.. hahax..

crazy..

2005-01-16T20:11:00.000-08:00

gotta search unknown country for pw tml.. so siao.. if its unknown, will not be in the internet liao lor.. such a crazy sch!! =x hahax.. so tired.. -.- but nvr mind.. quite looking forward to sch.. hahax... i think i am goin crazy.. but got so many test liao nowadays.. juz coz there's no mid yrs.. -.-

hohoho.

2005-01-15T04:45:00.000-08:00

yoyo.
goin to watch the play- romeo loves juliet
hee hee.
its very soon.

waitin for my food now, an later off to schh.
hhappy=)

lots of hw not done.
shall do them tmr.
i keep sleepin today =X

D'arts

2005-01-14T19:26:00.000-08:00

In D'arts as CCA now.. arrgh.. going to be so pai sei lor.. gotta act??!! got 2 speak more chinese now.. hahax.. dunnoe lah.. hahax.. supposed to start 2day but neva go find teacher.. so din go.. =x

should i take up inline skating wif hazel?? but cheerleading like more fun leh.. hmmm.. tests coming up.. but not very stressed lah.. hahax.. bot s.h.e karaoke and ayumi's cd... haha.. =)

soooooo busy.

2005-01-13T10:10:00.000-08:00

yoyo. second week of sch..
its goin on soo fast and im soo busy.
studies, interact, and whatever.
ohh mann.. so busy but i kinda like it. =x

hee hee..

auditions on mon- music clinic 2nd anniversary performance
phua chu kang musical!

wohoo. COOL.

this sat im goin to catch a play.
romeo loves juliet with the crazy pple again.
hee hee. nice nice =)

yay yay yay yay yay.!!

hahahhaaaaaaaa. im kinda mad these few days. hehee..
so fun. guess thats what im really am!

lol.

lalalallalalalalala

tired..

2005-01-11T18:31:00.000-08:00

2 weeks pass liao.. guess i am enjoying school more than i did the last 2 yrs.. =) hahax.. o yah.. qing hazel eat honeydew 2day.. 30 cents.. i am so generous.. hahax.. -.-

wanna go kbox wif sis.. so tired.. i gotta go get a cca liao.. D'arts?? hahax.. a maths test on thurs.. not yet study.. =( a bit lazy to start.. goin to watch show now.. =)

=)

2005-01-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

wohhoo.
after so long, im finally back.. bloggin.

sch has started and im lovin it!!
everything and everyone.
im so determined to study hard.
hope this determination will never fade.
hahha..

nothing much to sayy..
just wanna tell everyone

IM HAPPY! : ))

...

2005-01-05T18:32:00.000-08:00

chem quiz tml.. on valency table thing.. sure fail.. -.- dun noe how 2 do.. then summore muz memorise the valency table.. arrgh!! y always test this??

so tired.. i dun wanna go 2 sch.. being a guai girl so difficult.. resisting the urge to pon sch.. arrgh!! pon again later suspended ar.. hahax.. sian.. feels weird in new class wif new classmates... -.- quite miss everybody.. hahax.. nothing else to type liao..

sch..

2005-01-03T16:34:00.000-08:00

sch start liao 2day.. brought 2 panadols juz in case.. hahax.. moved to holding sch oready.. quite crammed.. =x but the place quite big.. lots of empty spaces.. classroom on 2nd floor.. going to jian fei juz by walking to sch and walking in sch.. =x

got sandra ang for form teacher.. =x quite pretty.. hahax... school rules change liao.. finally can tie a ponytail.. =x and can bring hp but tat has no audio, recording or camera function.. -.-

had a tour around the school.. quite lame and boring.. and hot..

tml got to study oready.. got to carry heavy bks around.. i like reciting poem like tat.. =x so tired.. going to sleep liao..

Happy New Year!!

2005-01-01T14:50:00.000-08:00

hahax.. happy new yr.. 2005 liao.. but like nothing much.. not a lot of celebrations anyway.. haiz.. nothing else to say liao.. =x

no mid yr exams 2005..

2004-12-30T14:07:00.000-08:00

hahax.. juz found out there wun be mid yr exams in 2005.. only got final term exam.. woohoo.. hahax.. =)

shoes..

2004-12-30T13:34:00.000-08:00

o man.. i think i am falling in love wif slippers and shoes.. =x

happy birthday!!

2004-12-30T13:18:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me.. hahax.. went out yesterday and the day before.. bot clothes.. and a pair of charles and keith slippers.. hahax.. finally found a pair of slippers tat i like.. =) bot 2 3/4 pants, 4 U2 shirt and a pair of slippers.. bot body shop brush oso.. hahax..

school opening soon liao.. havent even touched my homework.. tml then do.. haiz.. dun feel like doin homework.. nothing much to blog liao.. maybe i am getting quite tired of blogging.. hahax.. dun noe.. yup.. bye..

escape theme park!

2004-12-30T06:57:00.000-08:00

hohoho.
yest's trip was great!
actually nothing much to say..
just enjoyed the company of my friends!=)
then the rides was okay.
sat them until me and vallee went dizzy.
we bought a super huge candy floss.
and it was drippin like mad.
hahaha.
vallee was mad.. lol
oopss, we almost left jeffrey's bad in the ferris wheel ride.
hee hee.
that was my idea k.
met benson there and he seemed boored.
hmm, forced vallee to take the pepsi ride with mee hehe.
still rmb her expression.
ermm. what else what else?
the panasonic ride was terrible.
my left arm is aching now..
actually is was a good day.
kept laughin all the way in the train with vallee.
she meddled with my hp and did something bad bad bad~~!
hahaha.

my mum's backie.
yyay..
got new stuff.
and karoke cd.

today i went to heartland mall for lunch,
saw some boy actor there.

andd..

today's gretty b'dae so

happy birthday!! finally u are the same age as mee. hehehe.

Sadness always come with reason.

2004-12-27T15:32:00.000-08:00

sadness always come with a reason, so don't think there's nothing.

another sleepin' day for mee.
woke up at 1 plus pm. hee hee.
wonder if i can change this habit by this week.
or else.. you'll see me dozin' off in class.

yay!! school's starting.. =))
feel so happy, i will be back with all my friends again!
today i guess i will be staying home as usual and sit bt the telly.
thats what u call a simple life style.
jian dan zui kuai le!

haha. yesterday me and kenneth tan started to type chinese in msn. as in han yu pin yin all the way. damn funny.
as you know, we 2 cant really communicate in chinese all that well..
that got me happy that night, i couldnt stop smiling. =)
simple things make me happy too.

haha.. now listening to jian dan ai..
thats a nice song.
everyday, surely, theres a song that suits my mood. hehe..
i enjoy diggin up all those all cds i own. and listening to them all over again.
my fave thing to do is just to lie in bed and listen to the lyrics.
each and every song teaches me new things.. aboout life, about romance, about family.
and those meaningful lyrics really do cheer me up.

wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai?

such a sweet song. i can imagine the scene in my mind when listening to jian dan ai.
a couple holding hands and smiling sweetly at each other.. its like the guy is trying to tell the whole world how much he treasures the girl through the song.. nice!

ok, enough of this jian dai ai thingy.
hmm, tmr im going to ESCAPE THEME PARK.
thats great! with vallee and the gang again. wohoo.
but that means i gotta get up early.
as in really early..! around.. 7.30.
but anw, i dun mind. im gonna spend each and every min happily there.
sadly, yally and kelly cant make it. choir choir choir!

and yah.. eileen kwan and weilin are comin to beatty next yearr..
wohhoo. my old friends..
eileen soo cutee. haha..

its still so early, 3.27 only.
im waitin for my dinner and my tv. LOL.

oh no, the killer waves thingy is horrifying.
so many got displaced. wonder how the gov's going to solve this problem.
its like soo many pple got killed, and thats why they say the beaches turned into cemetries.
poor lil singaporean girls got missin there..
what kinda natural disaster this is??
hope everything recovers quickly!

heal the world_*

Its you that matter ( ( :

2004-12-27T05:05:00.000-08:00

YES its YOU that matter!

its been a long and lonely day..
i got up at 11 today, early aint it?
nahh. thats not what i wanted.
supposedly plannin to have lunch with vallee and the gang.
but vallee was stuck at home with her daddy, leaving me so lonely at home. hee.
its so early.. i've got no plans for anything.
been surfin the net from 11 till now.
my sister's out in school.
my the other sis's out - dunno where. LOL.
no vallee, no lunch.
i ate bread for lunch today.
im gettin used to this alrdy, anw, its heping me to lose some weight lately.
but. this is not what i wanted.
i actually craving for good food k..
i hate to go on a diet. hee hee.

i think i fell in love with this songs - lets stay together and
me and mrs jones
its nice nice nice. taufik done it up pretty well.
hey, val, make sure u can go out on wed and thurs!
i wanna go escape with you all again! i wanna beat you in the go kart thingy.
cant wait, but who knows, we might just cancel it last min again :

wohoo, some good news, beatty bball team won some other school. : )
really happy.

oh man, its fast, going to 5. its like. i just woke up, skipped my breakfast and lunch.
yay, having dinner really soon. alone.
without rice maybe?? heehee, see if the rice cooker works then. LOL.

my mommy is coming back this thurs! tts great.. i finally can have proper meals and can keep my hands off those clothes and dishes.. yeww.

what a lousy christmas this yearr.
i rmb last year, i was happily enjoying myself with my family.
and a actually caught a glimpse of some really big hk stars ya.
watching di xia tie just before christmas.
then what do i have this year? some silly k box where we almost got cheated. LOL.

schools gonna start, in less then i week yah.
great. simply great.
i miss those silly days soo badly.
but when sch starts, i would want my holidays back again.
ohh well, life's like tt isnt it?
we are always not satisfied.

ohh lets see what i have to do this week.
- memorise some ionic symbols for next yr
- do some lil bit of revision for next yr ( i realy wonder if i will)
- do some planning up for orientation.
- prepare the games for orientation.
- go escape with jollies
- go accompany vallee cut hair, maybe i'll do something with my hair too.
- buy new school shoes and chinese tb. hee.
- prepare myself for next yr!

hee, oh damn. tt alarm's irritating.. dun worry, its not a fire alarm.
just that the lift got stuck somewhere.LOL.

- teach me how to make u smile-

i'm needin those days back.

2004-12-25T14:47:00.000-08:00

its finally christmas! hee hee.
well, i think theres not a bit of difference, whether is x mas or not.
hmm.. oh ya. yesterday me and my sister went to parkway at 2 plus..
we had our lunch at pasta mania there.. and wohoo. my sis saw kenny phang there. lol
it was so funny. she was tellin me on the way," hmm, everytime i dress nicely, i wont see anyone i know and when i dont, i will meet some one i know" and " i dun like to go orchard because i will meet pple i know there." thinking that she wont meet anyone here,
haha, and the very next sec. she said" oh shit, i think i saw kenny phang." hahaha.. okok. tts enough..
then we later walked round parkway and there was this mango sale. haha. my sis say that the scene is funny.. all they guys are waiting outside the mango sale while all the girls were busy searching for the clothes.. all messing up and ransackin the pile of clothes on sale. haha.
we didnt bother and walked off.
haha, later we went to toa payoh.. i was intendin to go library. not sure whether it was open or not.. in the end we ended up singin at k box. haha..
we were almost cheated by the pple there, luckily, one kind lady saved us!
the time slot was supposed to be from 7pm to 11pm but one of those pple outside told us that it was 7 pm to 10 pm. arghh.. when it was 10pm. we left the room and asked for the bill.. then the women said," so early?? go in and sing somemore la.. they told you it was until 10??" and then we learnt that our package also comes with two cocktail.. argh. so irritated by them.. see us small wanna cheat us huh??!
haha, by the way, after that we went home.. had my dinner at midnight. lol.

oh no, later is music clinic again. wanna watch the charity show! im always missin on those shows on sun! argh.. no choice no choice. haiz.. and later i go to come back myself again. and .. .. haiz. and ya.. i wanna watch taufik and sylvester!!

tmr is monday.. damn, my sis will be going back to school. and me, have to settle my meals myself, and will all alone at home.. so lonely.. yikes.
one more week. sch's gonna reopen. i miss all my friends so badly!! when sch starts again, i will start to act like a busy woman.. the time's gonna pass real fast.. and yes! i wont start imagining things again lol. anw, i wont have time for those.. but.. .. argh.

its a long entry today. gonna end here..
- im so lost without you-

dentist..

2004-12-22T13:14:00.000-08:00

went dentist today.. =) clean teeth.. woke up so early.. 9+.. feeling so tired.. wanna sleep soon.. love goin to dentist..

wash until so pain.. summore got blood come out.. haiz.. realised my entries getting fewer and shorter.. hahax.. nothing to write... yup.. bye..

=/

2004-12-20T17:39:00.000-08:00

yoyo, just came back frm sch.
its such a torture. i woke up at 8 and just returned home.
gosh, my legs are aching..

today we finished up the banner.
hee, i didnt do much.
but later when most left, except jye yin, yh, and me.
we had a supeer hard time tying those strings tightly to the hooks.
it was madness until we got some help frm some pple..
we were right under the sun, and tryin oyr best to tie them tight.
haha, there was once where the whole thing nearly fell off.. haha. the pole attached was like halfway falling down.
yh was screamin like mad. luckily, nothing happened.
hai. damn tired..
going out later at night to get some x mas gifts..
yesterday i went to ps and went shoppin alone.. and i enjoyed. hee.
got some stuff and the x mas tracks..
and the three bottles of saline solution were practically pullin me down.
heavy!

yay! tmr is the christmas party rehearsal..
oh man, haven memorised any lyrics..
and its like 7.30 to 10pm tmr.
tiring..
thurs is the day.. oh damn it.
i haven practiced anything. and the christmas songs lyrics aint easy to memorise at all.
im kinda scared thinkin about it now... =s

how how, christmas is nearing.
what am i going to do that dayy?
stay at home? sleep?? haiz.
how i wish im at shanghai with my parents right now

listening to the disco fever cd now..
love it. simply keeps me awake..
hoho, im alr fallin asleep.
i like the " blame it on the boogie"
that song which daphne sang for the disco one.
and that ' you're the first, the last, my everything'
jerry sang that..

im tired tired tired. still have lots of things to do..
DISCO.. wohhoo. boogie wonderland.
hey yally rmb this??
hehe haha hoho.. merry x mas!
lol. lame.
today saw yally in school.
haha..

yay, got back my sims 2. can play it tonight.
oh no oh no, what am i gonna wear on the 23rd??
i wanna write pple christmas cards.
not send but give them personally.. but will i have the time to pass them?

i guess sec 3's days are gona pass real quick.
after plannin for the interact 6 mths activities, i really felt that time really pass super FAST.
serious.
its like one and a half more week, and sch's gonna reopen.
hehe. finally got things to do and stop thinking about stupid things. lol
but really la.
all those lyin in bed, thinking about some stuff. really isnt too good for me. haha.
really is terrible.

really wanna study well nxt yr. but tts what i always say yearly. but did it realy happen? no. not at all..

im worn out, should i go out later? hmm.
- you're the first, the last, my everything-
nice nice.lol..

can't fight the feeling

2004-12-20T14:23:00.000-08:00

arghh.
i surviving on biscuits and bread for lunch..
think i'll soon suffer from mal nutrition.lol.

soo bored, just finished playing sims 2 and it was very slow..
kinda nice to play but it was laggin so much.
today is tues, back to music clinic..

i dreamt of so many things today.. and i liked it.
it made me feel that all those things were really happening..
but when i woke up, i felt weird.
how i wish i can sleep and dream forever..

feeling so irritated this few days..
just feel like being alone but not for too long.
anw, it has alr been long.
lol..

just feel like screamin and let me do it.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

sian..

2004-12-19T22:06:00.000-08:00

nothing to do this few days.. bleh.. supposed to help hazel scan cheng yu.. but not yet do.. haiz.. shall scan it later.. tml nothing to do.. so boring.. shall sleep late.. hahax.. wanna go see dentist.. clean teeth.. =) like going to dentist.. nothing much happened lah.. nothing to type anymore.. bye..

.....

2004-12-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

just finished eating.
just finished washing those dishes.
got a funny feelin in me.. hai.
kinda tired but dun feel like sleepin at all.

feel so tired, tired about living my days in this way..
i just wanna go back to the school days..
even though its a conpletely different environment
new class, new pple, new building, new everything.
im missin alot of pple..

hai.
i dunno what to say.
just got a sad feeling in me..
i gettin really stressed about everything.
the orientation, the 23rd, christmas, and...
everything!

Cant take it anymore.
hope everything will be back to normal soon..
i want my mommy back in singapore..
only two days and im sick of doing everything she does..

=(

i dont wanna be a fool in your eyes.

2004-12-18T14:29:00.000-08:00

ahh.
im so tired, tmr gotta go sch and plan so many things for interact.
how? i feel soo busy..
and stressed for the competition.

today i woke up ay 12.
the phone keeps ringin and ringin non- stop.
no one got up to ans it. argh.
so irritated, i must think how to settle my meals for two weeks.
ahhh!

later i must rush off to my music clinic.. at 6.
after that i must go and purchase my contact lens saline solution..
and of course, get something to eat before i return home.
lol, i feel so independent for the first time.
im really feelin weird these few days..
feel that something is missing from my life.. lol
its true.

ahh! i feel like cryin..
i want .. .. ..
haha, secret*